i never learn
fknglovely
Apr 27, 2008
There's something in my brain that just won't click
because I got up just in time for the letdown.
Between 9:30 yesterday morning and 8:30 this evening I've gone through more highs and lows than an addict.
Sh(it/en) hit the fan and I'm faking smiles through it all.
I've been telling myself that it's bettter off,
but that's just my ego trying to save myself from anxiety-rousing thoughts.
I fall fast.
I fall hard.
I fall out.
I fall back into this cycle.
This time, it was over before it even began.
It's probably a good thing.
But I can't help but think about the maybes, baby.
